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the deep end

February 27, 2006 at 12:29 pm · Filed under life thoughts

Have I gone off the deep end? What does that even mean, to go off the deep end? Usually one would say that if there seems to be a general loss of control. I don’t feel out of control, or more rather I feel like maybe I am going a bit out of control, but I know exactly what I am doing. I am in control of my being out of control, whatever the hell that means. It was yet another crazy weekend, full of socializing/partying, but also plenty of introspection. In fact 7 hours worth of straight introspection. I think I found another rare, rare soul mate, the kind you meet maybe once every 3 or 4 years.

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Conjured Activism » Blog Archive » random thoughts wrote @ August 23rd, 2006 at 2:06 am

[…] Soulmates are so hard to come by that I really do try to hold on to them whenever I discover one. […]

Conjured Activism » Blog Archive » losing a friend wrote @ November 22nd, 2006 at 2:37 am

[…] How do you go about losing a friend? I guess when neither person stays in touch, you grow apart. But some friendships last forever even after years of separation and no contact. If there are residual resentments and/or reservations, then the friendship is lost with loss of contact. But when good friends are such good friends, how can we even let small trivialities get in between us? Soulmates are meant to last forever, not 10 months.I think I lost a friend. I’m pretty sure I lost a friend. Yet, I don’t really know how I could have acted differently to have retained the friendship. I felt like I was honest, though perhaps too much honesty can come to bite us in the end. But I think I can go to sleep at night knowing that I was as honest as I could have been, no more, no less. In the end, honesty should strengthen a strong relationship. Maybe ours just wasn’t all that strong of a friendship; it would have worked better as something else, but when that something else just wasn’t on the horizons, the friendship fell out from under as well. […]